Living that in-between life I think in some fashion affects all cancer patients. Even the ones in remission have to deal with that fact they'll never say "cured," they just say remission and hopefully it wont' come back. The statistics say otherwise, though, at beast a 1 in 4 chance of coming back is not nothing. I think you just have to live for today not tomorrow, as the saying goes, and nothing teaches you how to do that better than having cancer! Keep on keepin' on, DPM