I know it can be scary. In fact, I was just writing an article about how it feels like it’s never going to get better when I’m in the thick of it. I always have that fear of “what if my life is this now?” Even though, evidence to the contrary is in abundance. In other words, I have never ended up stuck in the bad times. At least not yet. I spent three months in the hospital while all this was going on, which, as I’m sure you know, isn’t the best place to get “happy.” The mental part of cancer where they tell you to keep that “positive outlook” to help with recovery isn’t so easy, is it. It took me a while to figure it out and i still have bad days where I get what I call “the blahs.” Takes me a day or two to get back on track, but all in all it’s pretty good. You will get there too. Just know you are not alone and if there’s anything we can do to help just ask. Keep on keepin’ on, DPM