"I am in a good place emotionally and spiritually. Even though I just found out that for the third month my numbers have gone up and we have yet to get me on a new treatment because there is nothing available and I don't currently qualify for any trial, I am fine. I have made Peace with the possibility of what this may mean, and am making the most of life. There is still Hope that something might come along, but if not, I am okay with that as well. I guess I have reached the acceptance phase of cancer and grief."